First of all, it was real weird to go to a support group meeting and have no one else show up. Not…very…supportive… I'm glad I wasn't on the edge of any type of serious breakdown, because I would have been screwed. It was like calling a suicide hotline and getting a busy signal. So messed up. On my second attempt, I was able to find a meeting that people actually attended and then things got intense. I know that I can be quite an emotional person and I guess my fear here was putting myself in a situation that could possibly open the floodgates. And it happened. As I listened to everyone else share how they've been feeling lately or a specific story, I couldn't help but get the same pit in my stomach that I would get when I knew my turn to read was coming up in English class. So I shared and the floodgates definitely opened.
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